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Monday, July 13, 2009

The question was quite senstive... i wanted to write I have nothing to say/ no comment... But why would I want a F?

Share a personal experience of miscommunication due to plagiarism, stereotyping, fabrication or disclosure. How did you deal with it then and how would you deal with it after today’s lesson? Would you deal with it in a different way? Why?

Ok, I am not too sure how I am going to put into words. But I am so going to try. Ok. I will be bringing my real life story in. I am not sure how you are going to grade this, but I am just going to try.

According to the dictionary, fabrication is to lie, or to weave a story. I am not sure if is fabrication because I think that it is solely miscommunication. I am really... if I cry after writing this RJ, this is so going to be your fault... haha...

During one point of time, during my sec 3 year, I hated myself for saying the wrong things all the time. I really hated myself. The thoughts of killing myself was there because I said the wrong things. At that point of time, I really do not know how to pause, stop and think. I am really bad at that and I am definitely still learning.
During my sec 3 camp, I really regretted going for the camp. I thought that I could start to making friends whom I are my classmates. Oh, I have to tell you that I do not have any good relationship with any of my classmates. They are all new friends to me, as we split up to different classes because of the subjects that we choose. I am not that good with making friends, it usually takes me a long time before I succeed in making friends. (I do not think that I need to have the whole class to like me, just 1 or two). But at that point of time even going for the camp was a challenge to me, because... I don’t have a single friend.

I told myself I am going to try my best to make at least one friend in camp. But things turns for the worst because.... I said something wrong, which at that point of time I thought it was fine. I called one of her friend, dog. This is because I thought since the whole class is calling this person dog, I thought it is okay for me to call him dog. But.... I was wrong.

I was scolded on her blog, as a Martian... I can’t believe it. I thought everything was going to be alright but, things just headed downhill. This person managed to gang the whole class to hate me. At that point of time I really hated myself. I can’t believe, seriously can’t believe. I really do not know what to say or do. I really want to give up. I have tried pleasing my friends but nothing seem to work. None! I give up pleasing them, I revoked their every comments because I really have no idea what I should do.

I would never forget that my mom is my best counsel, she ask me to stop, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. I did something unexpected.

Read on,
I guess I better end this game(provoking each other) quick. I do not want anybody to get hurt anymore.

HEY XXX, LISTEN HERE.............

It is time, for me to say....
SORRY XXX that I cause u so much of maybe misunderstanding or whatever is the thing is, and whatever problem that I have been causing you, I am truly sorry about it unless u never read my blog you will never understand.

Anyway, XXX.

I never want to scold you or what. I only say in a lot louder than my usual tone because I just want to make myself clearer that's all nothing much. So sorry if u think I am scolding your fellow friends in 3E5 class. I am truly sorry that I thought it is ok AAA, dog. I am seriously no idea that u had a big 'family' and u refered AAA as your pet dog... (my guess only). Please correct me if I am wrong.
Alright if the way I behave, the way I speak, the tone of my speaking have hurt you, I am truly sorry about it. Please forgive me for all these things that I have done. Sorry for whatever that I had written on your tag board(a place where one can write/reply to the person). Yesterday, it was I in the wrong. I was too angry and was trying to provoke you ever more. Sorry really sorry...

If u never read this, u will think i am still angry and hate u...
Bible say
:"14 For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly father will also forgive you. 15 but if you do not forgive men their sins, your father will not forgive your sins."
Matthew 6:14-15
I am just plainly follow what my God says... that's all
so therefore hope you will forgive me of everything that i had done against you.

oh can I ask one thing of you....
please do not put my family pictures(she published my family picture and said some nasty comment about it, which annoys me alot). Thanks.....
Seriously thanks alot for that.

Other than that, i just want say, what my mom praise you.
Seriously she is praising you for your good knowledge of vocabulary and description and she hope you will continue to use it in your composition and she hopes to see a book that is written about....
maybe...

"A weird Martian attacking Hillgrove"........erm that is what I added....
Using your strong sense of vocabulary and description to write it and maybe when u leave school you will have a full series of me and maybe can one of your friends to be the artist. I mean it may be in a cartoon strip... I am just giving some suggestion... u can choose not to accept and a choice to choose to accept....this little... Martian advice....

btw can u just tell me why u think i am a martian... i am just curious....
wanna know... tat's all... no offence... seriously...
"44But i tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you 45that you may be sons of your Father in heaven.." Matthew 5:44-45
i am going to follow the bible.... that all...
God still love you..... that is something i am very sure of....
"16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him ahsll never die but have eternal life.17 for God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he had believe in the name of God's one and only Son." John 3:16-18

nothing much to say only a person who had God's love is able to turn hatred into love.....

Ok. That is the end of my part. She replied that she removed the picture of my family and she is still not telling me why she called me Martian. The whole class seem to be okay with that, and I was happy to be a loner. I was no longer the centre of attention, which is totally fine with me. But if I was to apply what I have learnt into my situation, I would have learn to pause, stop and think before making such a misunderstanding.

GOOD? BAD? I really don't know... Thanks Communication Fasci... I emo le... =.="