Tired!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
OMG! Archery is killing me... no let me put it in another way.
Archery IG n Synergy IG are all crashing together and therefore killing me... =.=" I hope I am making some sense in here...
Arm muscle are cramp up so are my leg muscle... Wonder where else will pain... Anyway, swimming rocks sia, relax my whole body, but after swimming... er... my back muscle finally ache... lame shyt right? I know...
Train for archery not pain, but when learning how to swim can do until back pain... wth man... What's wrong with my back muscle? Funny sia... haha...
As for my understanding test for communication, if I can get a D for it will be amazement sia... haha... Anyway... I think overall got to push through this year. If I pass all my module with a D or C, I tell you I think I don't mind staying through. If not, don't bother seeing me in school next year...
Got to Push through for my science UT tomorrow... Really tired sia... I think I am almost half dead le... Shyt... Wth, it's so darn late... I will try to blog tomorrow... Nite Journal! =)
RANDOM PICTURES!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I like this picture... because the world is just too big for us to understand and when you point it out... no one will really know exactly where I am actually pointing....
Archery!! SERIOUS TRAINING IN PROCESS...
Woah!!
I am really dead tired sia... =.="
Yesteday I have Archery PT(Physical Training) la... Do unitl half-dead sia.... now my back ache, hand ache, arm cramp... today still got swimming lesson sia... I wonder if I can survive sia... Chiong arh! I really need to push...
I definitely won't be attending the Archery Camp, no matter how much I wanted.
Reason 1: Have already decided things to be done on weekend.
Reason 2: Don't think I want to push on, back bone pain... torture sia,.. dragon boat training is worse than archery...
Reason 3: The camp they cr8 is still very messy, never mention if food is provided or what.. lol
So anyway, Overall,
NO ARCHERY CAMP for me.. >.<"I really doubt that today got any swimming lesson lor... It is like raining so dran... I mean it is raining cats and dogs lor... OMG!! I want to swim!! This will help to reduce the pain that is on my back... The senior say they are training our back... er... senior, I really doubt you are training the back... it seems to be more of the arm... Zzz... xp..
Yesterday, we ran around the school x1, then do push up x30, sit up x30, hold the 0.75L water bottle for 6mins, use of the stretch band x480 and then lastly another 15 pushup... I guess that is practically what we did yesterday... almost break my back sia... =.="
For Archery, JYJY!!
SHL Freshman Orientation Programme 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
PICTURES FROM THE ORIENTATION CAMP!! =)
OUR PROUD VIC3 LEADER!! =) ZUL!
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Exhausted... Whom to I give my Trust?
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Enterprize UT tomorrow... I feel that I am so gonna fail tomorrow test...
Study = No study....
Like what one of my Service-Learning fasci say, Fail to Plan = Plan to Fail... but I got plan leh, if I still fail, then I really have nothing to say le...
My sis now is trying to watch finish the F4 Korean drama series... I really have no idea if I can handle... My emotion will go into a roller coaster ride whenever I watched this show. Sometimes I feel that if only I could be the actress... well like my previous post, I mentioned that I have seemed to have watched too much drama series, and I was just so Right... >.<"
I think my dream is always shattered by people whom I place my trust on. I really didn't mean to place so much trust on them, but in this world you need to trust one another so that we can do things the way that is expected if we do not, we always will live in the world that the other person is trying to cheat our fame, our work and many other... but I really don't know whom to trust anymore.
I can't even trust myself let alnoe trusting other in things that I am sure that they will break... No one to trust, no one to turn to in time of need... who can I trust? I like one guy, but... I don't know if he even knows, when I see him, I will kinda blush... how am I going to hold back my blush and my love for him. God, please help me...
Confusion... Emotion...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I wondered... everytime, I walk past a couple or when I hear my classmates chit chatting abt BGR, why am I so irritated by their remarks?
I sometimes thinks that I am just too affected by my emotions or I have just watched too much drama series... anyway I don't like the way my class treated my religion. I am often asked, why am I so serious? Simply I could answer is that I think that everyone like to be treated equally. No one like to be insulted because of their religion or race or things that they like. I seriously hoped that people could treat me in a slightly more respected manner.
I don't like to be insulted. No name will be mentioned here but seriously, I don't like to be the middle person all the time. can you people learn? If possible just talk to the person whom you don't like straight in the face. Never lie about how one felt as this causes complexity.
I am a bit questioning myself why on earth did I choose to go RP instead of other poly? Now I seem to be haunted by a spirit of my ex who is now currently studying in ITE... OMG! I really need a break.
People stop hurting one another please? The way you behave sometimes hurt people that you don't know. I don't usually behave the way I am because I don't want you all to get hurt and thus resulting that you all will hate me. I really have enough of that behaviour in my secondary school and therefore I am telling in my blog to emphasize on this issue. You all are good to me because I do as I was told or I do things initative, if one day I really emo and I don't do things the ways that is expected... will you all still treat me the same way as before? I really don't know...
I need a someone who knows that I am in need, someone who knows that I need a shoulder to cry out and someone who knows that I am tired and try to cheer me up... Where do I find this person... I agree with my friend, Charlene from my secondary school, there is no such thing as Best Friend Forever, so I hope to find a very very good friend in RP, or else... I think I will go berserk...
HOLIDAY!! COME QUICK! BE4 I FAINT!
My mind is wandering away... away...