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1. To be able to shoot arrow straight
2. Stop hitting herself with the bow
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11. To be able to level all her 3 destiny character to lvl 50 by end of September
12. To be able to level all her 3 destiny character to lvl 60 by end of October
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My life ever being stable?
Friday, July 17, 2009

Ok... >>> All the paragraph that is written below... are written when I was so angry... really angry... So I am going to rewrite everything. This is from my point of view. I am going to state my point of view in my next post.

I am too confused... Am I too much of a pusher? I have tried. I don't want to talk? What's the big deal. I just put my words so straight forward and he just can't understand. He just so freaky don't understand. I have no more energy to talk to him.

He have been trying to be against be for ages. Hang in? Hang in... I want to go home and just forget what has just happen. He want he contribute, not happy just say. I was never so humilated before. I told myself to never cry in front of anyone. I promise. I just broke it. I don't want anymore. No mood to eat. I don't bother. No one ever throw a chair at me before. NO ONE!! I SAY THIS AGAIN NO ONE! I am too hurt to say anything. I am just hinting? He can't understand my hinting? My communication is that sucky??

Am I going to survive with him? I have tried to communicate. It is my fault that he can't understand my words then. I have spoken so loud! I didn't even bother to write on MSN because I want him to know. I said it right to him, it's his study not mine so I don't care. It is so not my problem. I am going to chiong. I have controlled. I really have tried... but I have failed again...

Why everytime I think i have succeed in maintaining my self-control. But in the end... I still failed. WTH! How can I have failed??

TIRED OF MY LIFE... I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE! I DON'T WANT!