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Fear? Afraid? Should I go school?
Friday, July 17, 2009

This is not the first time that I wrote about my fear of going to school or my fear of getting bash up. This is in fact my second.

First thing first, why am I always the victim? I am just curious. Previously, I was scolded because I was too direct. Now when I have changed my way of doing thing, being less direct, I am scolded again. I am now confused which is the right way of doing things.

It seems that nothing that I do was right. I am trying my best not to write anymore but how to write neutral ground?

I guess it is best that I state the facts first.

1: xxx came in. xxx saw that he/she is going to sit with me n my friends, then his/her face colour changed thoroughly. From happy to a black face.
2: xxx do not wish to contribute. Try to persuade he/she to do by hinting, which was in the end interpreted as sarcastic remarks. Exact words: " If he/she do not wish to do work, then we let him/her to do introduction and conclusion." xxx didn't bother to share why he do not wish to contribute or didn't bother to even tell us that he/she is not happy.
3:xxx decided that it was sarcastic remark, he/she starts to swear @ me n point middle finger, which I returned as I thought he/she was trying to make fun. (my personal thought)
4:xxx decided to stare and not to do work by just staring @ zzz's computer thinking that he/she can understand through that. (my own thought again)
5: xxx decided to go home on the second meeting. All I said that: "well, if you wanna go, go ahead. After all it is your result."
6: Next thing I know was, chair flying towards me.
7: Next thing I know, fist was starting to fly toward me. Thanks God the fists did not hit me.
8: Next thing I know, I was crying and typing my angry post. =.="

Okay. That is from my point of view. It will be interesting to read from his point of view. I meant I am not as heartless as one would think.

My own thoughts and reflection:
I was hoping to hint so that he can do work but it was interpreted as sarcastic remark. I am really clueless on what I should say or do. I felt that it was impossible to continue if we are not able to get full co-operation of all the team members. I personally feel that if you are unhappy, don't just pull a long face and minding your own business. You need to at least say u are not happy. Different personality no problem. But not being courtest is another thing. It is important to at least talk. Too tired.... Maybe when I wake up all will turn for the better....