Exhausted... Whom to I give my Trust?
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Enterprize UT tomorrow... I feel that I am so gonna fail tomorrow test...
Study = No study....
Like what one of my Service-Learning fasci say, Fail to Plan = Plan to Fail... but I got plan leh, if I still fail, then I really have nothing to say le...
My sis now is trying to watch finish the F4 Korean drama series... I really have no idea if I can handle... My emotion will go into a roller coaster ride whenever I watched this show. Sometimes I feel that if only I could be the actress... well like my previous post, I mentioned that I have seemed to have watched too much drama series, and I was just so Right... >.<"
I think my dream is always shattered by people whom I place my trust on. I really didn't mean to place so much trust on them, but in this world you need to trust one another so that we can do things the way that is expected if we do not, we always will live in the world that the other person is trying to cheat our fame, our work and many other... but I really don't know whom to trust anymore.
I can't even trust myself let alnoe trusting other in things that I am sure that they will break... No one to trust, no one to turn to in time of need... who can I trust? I like one guy, but... I don't know if he even knows, when I see him, I will kinda blush... how am I going to hold back my blush and my love for him. God, please help me...