Confusion... Emotion...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I wondered... everytime, I walk past a couple or when I hear my classmates chit chatting abt BGR, why am I so irritated by their remarks?
I sometimes thinks that I am just too affected by my emotions or I have just watched too much drama series... anyway I don't like the way my class treated my religion. I am often asked, why am I so serious? Simply I could answer is that I think that everyone like to be treated equally. No one like to be insulted because of their religion or race or things that they like. I seriously hoped that people could treat me in a slightly more respected manner.
I don't like to be insulted. No name will be mentioned here but seriously, I don't like to be the middle person all the time. can you people learn? If possible just talk to the person whom you don't like straight in the face. Never lie about how one felt as this causes complexity.
I am a bit questioning myself why on earth did I choose to go RP instead of other poly? Now I seem to be haunted by a spirit of my ex who is now currently studying in ITE... OMG! I really need a break.
People stop hurting one another please? The way you behave sometimes hurt people that you don't know. I don't usually behave the way I am because I don't want you all to get hurt and thus resulting that you all will hate me. I really have enough of that behaviour in my secondary school and therefore I am telling in my blog to emphasize on this issue. You all are good to me because I do as I was told or I do things initative, if one day I really emo and I don't do things the ways that is expected... will you all still treat me the same way as before? I really don't know...
I need a someone who knows that I am in need, someone who knows that I need a shoulder to cry out and someone who knows that I am tired and try to cheer me up... Where do I find this person... I agree with my friend, Charlene from my secondary school, there is no such thing as Best Friend Forever, so I hope to find a very very good friend in RP, or else... I think I will go berserk...
HOLIDAY!! COME QUICK! BE4 I FAINT!
My mind is wandering away... away...